April 28, 2011

So, its now been 4 days since I've heard from you. And, I have mixed emotions about that, I'm a little frustrated and worried.  I just don't understand why you haven't been here and it worries me to death. It confuses me as well, especially after your mom called me the other day, why can't you do the same just to let me know everything is okay? Baby I just want to know that everything is fine; I can't help but worry about you and about us when you're gone for so long. I try my best to keep myself busy but the truth is, I'm on yahoo all day and all night when this happens just waiting for your name to pop up on the screen telling me you're online. Well, I just wanted to vent because this is driving me crazy but I'll be here whenever you are. I love you babe, no matter what <3

~Samantha