April 14, 2011

Sorry, I know I'm a little late with this post. :p But anyways... *sighs* I have to admit something. I am a bit stressed and scared about this whole moving thing. Mainly I'm scared about not being able to find an apartment or job. I'm not sure that we will be able to find something but I'm really hoping and praying. But, everyday I'm looking forward to being closer to you babe. I'm just afraid that if it doesn't happen, I'm going to not have a place to live and go to school. I don't want to lose my room here because if I do, I'm screwed. So, we need to find an apartment as soon as possible in order for me to stop stressing. I really really want this to happen. I  miss you so much! I just haven't felt like myself lately, I feel like I'm not as close to anyone as I am to you. And that's why I need you around, I need someone here that I can completely be myself around. I felt that with you, I could be as much me as I wanted to be. Well, I just wanted to let you know what's going on. I will talk to you soon <3 I love you.

~Samantha