March 29th, 2011

Woke up this morning to the sound of your voice echoing in my head. That beautiful, calming voice of yours. It's crazy, how you can have so much love for one person. You never want to leave them, you always want to be where they are. Giving all your love to one person, and giving even more if possible. Thinking heavily of you throughout the day, wondering what you're doing this exact moment, & wishing I could be there with you. I want to be with you, so badly, & I think that's what sucks the energy out of me sometimes. Because my heart is not here, my mind is not here. It's still where you are. Sometimes I'll be thinking of you, and close my eyes, and echoes of your touch, your kiss, your soft words, linger throughout my mind. And when I open them you're not here. The necklace you gave me....I rarely take it off, sometimes just to feel a presence of you, I'll clench it in my hands. Somehow I can feel your love coursing through it, feeling like it's a part of you. And a part of me. <3

-Kalen- <3