April 30, 2011

I love you Kalen Day. <3 I miss you so much!

April 28, 2011

So, its now been 4 days since I've heard from you. And, I have mixed emotions about that, I'm a little frustrated and worried.  I just don't understand why you haven't been here and it worries me to death. It confuses me as well, especially after your mom called me the other day, why can't you do the same just to let me know everything is okay? Baby I just want to know that everything is fine; I can't help but worry about you and about us when you're gone for so long. I try my best to keep myself busy but the truth is, I'm on yahoo all day and all night when this happens just waiting for your name to pop up on the screen telling me you're online. Well, I just wanted to vent because this is driving me crazy but I'll be here whenever you are. I love you babe, no matter what <3

~Samantha

April 20, 2011 @ 8:08 pm

Ive been thinking about you a lot lately and imagining little scenarios in my mind. :) Well, yesterday when I was walking to class I was thinking about when we move in together and us playing around together. The scene went a little something like this:
We are just getting the keys to our new apartment and all of our things are still packed away and we haven't gotten it all into the apartment yet. We go in to explore a bit and look around and look at each other in amazement, thinking "wow, this is really OURS!" And we are standing in the middle of the empty living room, as I walk closer to you and give you a huge hug, out of excitement and you kiss my forehead. We look at each other and begin to play, tickling each other, etc. Until we are on the floor. :p Well then I realize, We haven't brought all of our stuff in yet! So I say "babe, we need to move in the rest of these boxes then we can relax." So we go downstairs to bring the rest in and then I lay out on the floor, tired from carrying stuff and wait for you to finish what you're doing. Then, you come over and lay on top of me, plopping down as I start to laugh. :) I look at you smiling and you look so happy....

I'm going to stop there. :) But, the thing is, my mind likes to imagine things like this all the time, I don't always remember everything that plays out in my head but I do remember some things, and they are always about you now. <3 I love waiting to find out if it happens how it did in my mind!

~Samantha Day <3

Long Distance Relationships

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~Samantha

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April 14, 2011

Sorry, I know I'm a little late with this post. :p But anyways... *sighs* I have to admit something. I am a bit stressed and scared about this whole moving thing. Mainly I'm scared about not being able to find an apartment or job. I'm not sure that we will be able to find something but I'm really hoping and praying. But, everyday I'm looking forward to being closer to you babe. I'm just afraid that if it doesn't happen, I'm going to not have a place to live and go to school. I don't want to lose my room here because if I do, I'm screwed. So, we need to find an apartment as soon as possible in order for me to stop stressing. I really really want this to happen. I  miss you so much! I just haven't felt like myself lately, I feel like I'm not as close to anyone as I am to you. And that's why I need you around, I need someone here that I can completely be myself around. I felt that with you, I could be as much me as I wanted to be. Well, I just wanted to let you know what's going on. I will talk to you soon <3 I love you.

~Samantha

April 11, 2011

It's so weird to think how the day of us moving in, grows closer and closer everyday. It's not something we're thinking of anymore; this plan is actually coming into fruition. I remember how we used to talk about this...like it was a fantasy. A large dream we only imagined out in our minds...wondering how special it'd be when we move in with one another, how we'd always be around one another, how much we'd do things together, yet, we'll be doing mostly everything together. For the year and coming on 4 months I've been with you, I never dreamed this day would be this close at hand. But, I truly feel as though, everything is lined up for this to happen. And I fully believe that this WILL happen. I'm tired of being without you, and I don't want to go longer and longer without you by my side. They say, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder." and, my heart is addicted to you. My soul is attached to you, my mind. I truly left my heart in Virginia, and there it'll stay, til' we move elsewhere. :) You're my everything, and I cannot wait for us to be together...for good. <3

April 10, 2011

I'm sitting here eating dinner and taking a break from homework and can't help but think about what its gonna be like living with you. The time we had together in November was amazing and if our life together is anything like that then I can't wait to live with you! I'm so excited about this babe, its a big step for both of us and even though we may be cutting it close some months with expenses and income, I know that it will be well worth it and the good will always outweigh the bad in our life. I will be putting everything I have into working towards being with you at the end of July. I can't wait to wake up next to you, watch TV with you, eat every meal with you, get ready for bed with you, go to sleep in your arms, and see you everyday. We will have so much fun together babe, all while thanking our parents for raising us the way they did so we are able to have an amazing life. I am so glad to have met you and to be moving forward with you everyday. I hope that the days we spend together go by slow so we can enjoy every minute of it. :) I love you <3